cryingbulimic
-feeling so nauseous I can’t even sit still or lay down
-having stomach burning, toe curling, eyes clenched indigestion every time I eat something even relatively “adventurous”
-throwing up every time I drink
-eating nothing and still being bloated like I’m 4 months pregnant
-paralysis in my arms and hands after throwing up
-the most agonizing foot cramps I didn’t even know existed
-only ever being either teeth-chatteringly-cold or sweating and burning up
-seeing little hairs on my face under my foundation
-vertigo that makes me want to cry
-the worst insomnia known to man
-skin that dries up and flakes when it’s freshly washed, but stays too oily when moisturized
-being unable to travel anywhere without weed because ana’s side effects are LITERALLY UNBEARABLE for me without it.
Share for those who need a reminder that this life isn’t just thigh gaps and iced coffees.